RYAN WHITELAW wrote:Im thinking of just fucking off up the highlands and living off the land. So down.
Nothing is ever that bad!
Pious the chosen wrote:Hopefully what I said in the other thread can be of help to you Ryan.
A few months ago one of our regular forumites ranted on about a complicated love life, I honestly glazed over. That said I am going to rant about it now (not his, my own) First let me make it clear that this is just pure venting, I don't want advice nor do I ever listen to it, I just want to rant about this to get it out of my system.
I'm not emotional really on any level I can emote just not very often. I have been screwed over by a few Ex's in the past so I just generally don't engage people on a deep level. I keep my love life as casual as possible IE sex buddies and nothing more. I've been going like this for years now with a future Ex here and there to break up the monotony. Until one came along who literally left me dumbstuck. We've had sex many times which is always amazing, except for a threesome once which wasn't. We've been out on dates as friends etc etc and a few months in each time she finds some way to ditch me. Only to seek me out months/years later for more of the same. Last time involved an online misunderstanding and she basically told me to back off, so I did until she sought me out yet again and now doesn't talk to me. Yet after all that shes the only one I ever think about.
Oh to be a kid again and not have to deal with adult mindf*cks.
The landlord hasn't been paying the mortgage.
Th bank are repossessing the property on Thursday.
I've had to up sticks and move back into my mum's, with the wife to be and 3 of my 5 cats.
We've had to split the cats up and send the other 2 to her mum's.
My games room has been packed away and is now in storage.
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